So, Mahmoud Ahmadinejad has said that President Obama is "meddling" by saying, hey, you shouldn't allow protestors to get fucking shot and beaten.

Go fuck youself. This whole situation is fucking sick, and the Basij militia and the government crackdown is absolutely disgusting. How can a human being do that to others?

Trying to write my fucking Godammed report from the computer lab, because for some FUCKING reason my computer hasn't worked in a week and a half because Cisco is fucking bullshit.

I'm so pissed I can't see straight.

So I'm writing my report on why the diamond trade hasn't brought wealth to Africa, even though the Godammed things cost an arm and a leg. There is absolutely no information out there on it.

I haven't heard about my intership FUCK.

And I really am stressed out and I don't know why.

My life fucking sucks.

Bah.

Take a Bow

I am so stressed out right now I can't even function.

I've caved to my escape mechanism and have taken to listeing to loud music on very high volume in my headphones.

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, FUCK EVERYONE. LIKE I DON'T FUCKING HAVE ENOUGH TO DO, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE.

FUCK YOURSELF.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

But it's a fact that I'm the seventh son

I'm listening to The White Stripes. And I am out of my fucking mind.

SHABANA! WHERE ARE YOU?! I NEED YOU TO GET ON MSN SO WE CAN HAVE OUR CRACK!TASTIC CONVERSATIONS.

Hillary is just not cutting it.






Edit:

I'm hungry.

Edit:

My computer is going to die.

Edit:

Amber, you only got the tip of the iceberg. Of crazy.

Edit:

I'm hungry.

My computer died. Like, straight up, died. One second I'm typing, the next second the screen is black and it has refused to start up again. So I'm hoping it's just overheated. (please God...)

Roommate still sucks. But I'm moving, w00t w00t!

The group project took ten hours, mostly because of one guy's insistence that we fix the sound NOW! BEFORE YOU EDIT! Which meant it took ten times longer to edit. *sigh* He said sorry, though, but it was still balls. I forgive him. He's kind.

Nothing much else going on. I'm just trying to finish my homework and go to bed. *bah!*

All your fucking football hate memes are stupid.

They're not funny.

They're not clever.

If you think someone is annoying/immature/a bitch then grow a pair and fucking say it out in the open. Grow up and own up and fucking stop hiding behind the anonymity of the internet. If you don't like someone what the fuck do you care if they get butt-hurt?

Jesus people.

Grow up.

I was supposed to be writing my fic for the last six hours, but instead I read about the Manson Family murders.

How the fuck do people do that? But beyond that, how do people call them revolutionaries? How do you justify what happened there, with those people? How do you justify the rants of a man who wanted to cause mass genocide? Who wanted to teach people how to kill?

"... the Sixties ended abruptly on August 9, 1969, ended at the exact moment when word of the murders on Cielo Drive traveled like brushfire through the community[.]" - Joan Didion

And it's true. All it takes is one thing, one defining moment. I had someone tell me once that they were progressive, but they supported slow, gradual change. Moving too fast was bad. But change doesn't happen like that, it doesn't. Change happens now, abruptly. It takes a word or a look or a gunshot and it's over.

War, children, it's just a shot away
It's just a shot away.
War, children, it's just a shot away
It's just a shot away.

Shit like Kent State, these murders... Vietnam, Kennedy, Martin Luther King, Civil Rights, fuckin'... Defined an era. I don't think people give the Sixties the props they deserve. Worldwide social revolution and now we're back to square one in our little boxes and our materialistic, narrow view of the world. And look at what we have wrought. Our parents fucked it up and left us to deal with it. It's not fucking fair. It's just not fucking fair.

And no one fucking cares anymore. And it makes me so angry. Becuase the Sixties was so unlike anything that came before, and that movement of youth was amazing. And now I look at my fellows and I see that it couldn't happen so long as they all find it so unimportant.

And beyond that, it scares me. By this time in the Vietnam War people were taking to the streets. What have we done for Iraq? Half-hearted gatherings from people trying to relive their youth?

Just, fucking, embrace change, would you? Go out there and stand up for your beliefs.

I'd rather be a hammer than a nail.
Yes I would.

Beware! Emo!post today.

I know some of you on my flist have been having shitty days as well. I'll be there for you, just... give me a second? Let me just take a second to rant.

I'm so sad today. I don't know why, either. Just, everyone is the same and nothing is new and I feel like this whole year is going to be pointless. In every class I have, no one is fucking happy. And they turn around and bitch at me. And I'm still fucking bored and now I've got this wedding to go to, and I'm tired and for some reason ever since I went psycho and cleaned my room I can't sleep.

And and and... I just feel so fucking impotent. Nothing seems to be going right. Nothing is going right. I have to wait. Wait Cate, wait. Good things will come. Wait. It'll all pay off in the end.

( ... )

*pulls hair slightly*

*sigh*

Oh well. It's only the first day. I'll live. College will be here soon, yus. :)

They are playing some sort of...

fucking music

up there.

Loudly.

And they're laughing.

Sounds like a fucking cocktail party.

Socialite.

1920s.

1940s, maybe.

Damnit to hell.

That bitch's cell phone has been going off for ten minutes.

Again.

I just called up and they said she was out.

Again.

*stabs*

In other news, I just sold a chair to some old lady with macular degeneration. She introduced herself as Mrs. Wood and loved the first fabric I showed her.

Win.

Cate is mostly intelligent.

Except when Cate decides she's going to pay for music she already got for free.

So now she has two copies.

One free.

One

...

Not.







Because you gotta have goals.

OK.

I just got in a bitch fight with a guy upstairs.

Over Arsenal.

What. The fuck.

Seriously, he walks in with this Arsenal polo on, so I'm all, "Boo! Hiss!" and then I smile, as if to say, "Just kidding! Lol!" *thumbs up*

He's all, "What are you talking about?! Arsenal rules!"

I'm all, "But they're not as good as Liverpool!" (lolololololol)

And he's all, *bitches*

Seriously, he got pissed. I was all, I'm kidding. And he started laying into Stevie, Carra, Crouchy, Rafa, all of them.

...

Excuse me?

Did you just insult my babies?

It's on, bitch.

That's it.

Cate is about to flip a bitch.

If that cell phone beeps.

One.

More.

Time.

My four-inch stiletto clad foot is going to be so far up someone's ass they're gonna taste it.

Twenty. Fucking. Minutes. That thing has been going off upstairs. And it's like they can't even hear it.

*beep*

SONOFABITCH.

Holy shit that's the worst ring-tone evar SHUT IT OFF!

Ho.

You're supposed to be working.

Everyone stare until she hangs up.

She's on with her boyfriend.

Completely-fucking-oblivious.

Your kid is having problems at school because you are a useless human being.

JESUS CHRIST, WOMAN.

Thank you.

Fucking-A.

Took you long enough.

Fucking lie-spewing bastard.

If video games were so dangerous I'd have beat Folger's head in with a baseball bat by now, GTA-style.

Jack Thompson Exploits Virginia Tech Shootings on Fox News
Va. Tech: Dr. Phil & Jack Thompson Blame Video Games
Reaping the Benefits of Tragedy

Cock-sucker.

I really don't like this man.

And if you're interested or have no idea what the hell I'm talking about:

Wikipedia: Virginia Tech Shootings
Wikipedia: Cho Seung-hui (shooter)

We figured out my mother isn't American.

So all Americans love Thin Mints (those are a type of Girl Scout cookie, to all you heathen non-citizens out there [like, 75% of my flist], of which all types Americans also love). If you don't love Thin Mints, you're not American.

My mother doesn't love Thin Mints.

My mother is not American.

( *calls INS* )

If you're a United States citizen who can vote go out and do so. I don't care who you vote for or why, but for God's-sake exercise your birth (or aquired) right people. This 50-60% shit is embarrasing. We had a whole uproar about having the right to vote and now a large minority of us don't vote. Pathetic. Get off your ass and into the polls. And if you don't like lines you should have requested a mail-in ballot.